The world is depressing. People are depressing. I'm over things but that makes me sadder and even angrier being over it. I went through a spell when I reasoned with myself that you can't control other people and that people are still basically good. We hear all of the bad and that skews things but no.... I have little hope for humanity or for the goodness of mankind.
I'd feel better if I had a close intimate friend that felt the way I do at least some of the time.
I'm going to go kill myself now.
Don't worry I won't.